will nanna xmas is all most here and it going 2 be hard 2 think it the 3rd xmas u have not being here. i wish u where here 2 see sean go 2 the bingo on his 18th birthday i know it was hard 4 him that u where not here he misses u with all this heart. We love u so much xxx allways look down on all of us nanna xxx from marius nikki sean and big nikki we love u love loads